More of the same feelings, although I feel like the stretch marks that I got from my last short-lived pregnancy are starting to appear more prominently. I have nearly no boobage as it is, so I'm betting that the slightest anything would make them stretch. Just looks like silvery/blue lines all over the place. Either that or I'm crazy...I dunno.
I ate like a total Cartman yesterday- seriously, I was unstoppable...I'm embarrassed actually. I can't believe that I used to eat that way every day. Gross. However, I won't be surprised if today isn't more of the same as I have a lunch date with Rosemarie at Chipotle, then we're getting together with Nicole at Red Robin for "happy hour". Hopefully no one harasses me about drinking- I've got my "speech" all planned out. I don't know why everyone has be so in my business.
If I am pregnant, I won't be announcing it to my co-workers until I'm into my second trimester. Last time I jumped the gun and let the news fly at 6 weeks and then when I miscarried, it was a constant reminder for the next month or so of what had happened because everyone was curious and asking how I was doing. But, we'll be shouting it from the rooftops to our family and church friends! Koa and I are believing that we are going to go to full term and the Lord is going to give us a happy, perfect baby- boy or girl...we don't care.
I'm going to try to control myself to not take a test until Tuesday (which is when I'm expecting my period) but akkk....that's 5 days out. I don't want to see a negative result and be disappointed, and since it's really common to get a false negative, I'd rather wait it out.
So glad it's Friday!
