Wednesday, June 23, 2010
Waiting is hard...
Okay, thought I'd better post another update- again, just in case next month I'm wondering if these symptoms were all in my head or not. Yesterday, I was super tired all day, despite having gone to bed at 9pm. In the evening, I went to the grocery store then fixed dinner, but while I was finishing up, I was super cranky towards Koa and felt like everything was going wrong- no A1...oh wait, there is an entire fresh bottle in the fridge, steamed veggies were emitting steam all over the place, cheap cut o meat from QFC had too much fat on it, etc. , etc. Then, worst of all I was making arguments with Koa out of nothing. We started arguing about plane tickets to LAX for Sam and Rekha's wedding and I just was getting really frustrated for really no reason at all. Long story short, I upset Koa and ended up going to bed at 8pm last night. I pretty much slept the entire night except for waking up a couple of times- once to pee, once to have the covers being tugged away from me, then at 5am because Conan was getting impatient. I had a little bit of mild cramping yesterday, but nothing too bad...nothing like a few days ago- just a mild, dull feeling. My boobs don't exactly feel like they are getting larger, but again, there is a dull pain feeling behind both...feels kind of like someone is pushing from the inside out? Since I lost weight I pretty much have no boobage left, so it's hard to tell if there is any growth or not. Also, when I was sitting down yesterday, it was uncomfortable to have my pants buttoned. There is some upward movement on the scale too (yesterday it read 124.9) which is up a bit from about a week ago. Anyhow, I'm not due for my period until the 30th, so I've got a while to wait. Signing off for now...